The link between music and emotion is such a great mystery. I'm speaking strictly from a listener's perspective, although the ability to create music as an outlet for emotion is a pretty mysterious process. But for me, what makes a truly great song is one which evokes an emotional reaction. I'm not going to pretend as if I only feel sadness or sorrow in the winter when the skies are grey and the wind feels so cruel but if I let it, the coldness of winter often cuts its way inside of me. I have found myself trying to choose music that echoes this coldness and sorrow. I have been seeking an empathetic harmony or a chord that speaks of deep sadness. I have found several, while taking care not to select recordings that seem to leave no room for hope. Because even in my darkest night I have somehow managed to cling to a tiny thread of hope.
Mount Eerie - Ocean Roar (2012)
You're in the midst of a driving rain storm. It is after dark. The highway is a blur. Between the wind and water and brake lights there is chaos. "Pale Lights" serves as a guide. It swirls and thrashes, much like the rest of the album. But it also gets quiet and demands focus. Throughout this album there are periods of desolation, peace and madness.
Low - Things We Lost in the Fire (2001)
There are few others that know how to capture the beauty and the lure of the darkness. A trusty companion when stepping into the shadows. Their voices sound so good that it hurts. They sing of sweetness while playing sadness. They lament ("Dinosaur Act"), name call ("Whore") and beg for grace ("Laser Beam"). Their quiet restraint demands reflection and seeks honesty.
Portishead - Roseland NYC Live (1998)
Few hold the cold the way that they do. There is longing in every line. This is one of those rare live recordings that manages to make the songs sound better than the studio tracks. The shadows are alive here. At one turn they are stabbing ("Cowboys"), at another they are practically crying ("Roads"). How can it all feel good? "Strangers" leaves you suspecting that those shadows are more powerful than you first believed.
The National - High Violet (2010)
They are telling your story. They are reading your thoughts and reshaping them as riddles. They are up late and drunk with "Sorrow" (It's in my honey, it's in my milk). Tragedy, fear, regret, loss, debt - the American dream. It's all very mixed up. But they are trying, with each defeat and in the face of dysfunction. With "Little Faith" they are trying.
Fever Ray - Fever Ray (2009)
Do you know how long the darkness lasts during Scandinavian winters? Look it up. It's a long time. As one half of the Knife, Karin Dreijer Andersson makes beautifully bizarre electronic music. As Fever Ray she does much of the same. It's twisted and at times spooky ("If I Had a Heart"). Her voice is everywhere, traveling through twilight and over the snow covered darkness. Yet, at times she almost seems playful despite the absence of the sun. Brewed in the shadows with memories of the light, a sense of return is almost ever present.
Genius/GZA - Liquid Swords (1995)
Besides perhaps some of El-P's work, I cannot think of a colder rap record. This is living in the streets, fighting for a dollar, unsure of friend or foe type of cold. And the centerpiece is "Cold World" which captures the utter hopelessness that exists in the inner city. This is a lonely, wind-blown wasteland. The gritty, leaky basement production that is undeniably Wu-Tang has never communicated so much on its own. There is no filler, no wasted breath. There is only a single minded focus on survival and the dark deeds that are required to ensure it.
M83 - Dead Cities, Red Seas and Lost Ghosts (2004)
Look at the cover art. Are they dead? Or maybe they're taking a break to admire the endless grey sky and falling snow? Perhaps they're just making snow angels? The music will not provide many clues. It seems all three could be true. Soaring over mountains and tumbling into valleys, making what has become traditionally epic electronic soundscapes, you are forced to feel the frozen grass and bleakness of the plains while clinging to the hope that the trees and the hills beyond hold more warmth. "On a White Lake, Near a Green Mountain" turns into "Run Into Flowers" or vice versa.
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Saturday, February 2, 2013
the cold.
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Thursday, December 8, 2011
i still care (best of 2011)
I will be honest with you...2011 is a year that I hope I never have to live through again. It's end is approaching just as quickly as it's beginning but in-between there has been much loss, much hardship, much joy and much growth, all of which has caused time to both stand still while simultaneously traveling at the speed of light. In 2011 I lost my home and all of my material possessions. I literally watched the building burn. I rode the waves of fear and joy as I learned that I would become a father, wholly unexpected. I endured difficult self-reflection in preparation for a career in the mental health field. All of these things slowly came together, building on each other in small ways until they became one large lump in my throat. My world has changed and continues to slowly evolve. This is not a bad thing. In fact, I'm grateful for it (except for maybe the whole losing everything I own part). It's just an incredibly difficult transition, which I do not have the words to adequately describe. On the other side, which I can now see from here, there is a lifetime of restoration, forgiveness and more joy. Much more joy.
Throughout this year I have felt the presence of two unwavering sources of life: love and music. It has been the love of God, so tangible that I felt as if I could reach out and touch it sometimes, that has lifted me. The love of family and friends and of co-workers and strangers has changed me and caused me to feel a gratefulness deeper than I knew was possible. And whlie I wouldn't go so far as to say that a DJ saved my life, the music of this year has grounded me, provided an outlet for my emotions and given my thoughts, struggles and triumphs a soundtrack. So, while I have not had as much time to spend here as I would have liked it is certainly not due to a lack of interest. I still listen. I still care. And I still enjoy making lists.
So, here is a list. It includes my 50 favorite albums from the past year. I was tempted to write something about each of them but I quickly realized that I don't have the time. I suppose that speaks to the regret I hold from not writing about these records during the year. At any rate, they'll go in descending order, each one will link to a song and I'll include some videos. Here's to pretending you're important!
50. Braids - Native Speaker
49. The Decemberists - The King is Dead
48. David Bazan - Strange Negotiations
47. The Caretaker - An Empty Bliss Beyond This World
46. Jay-Z & Kanye West - Watch the Throne
45. EMA - Past Life Martyred Saints
44. Suuns - Zeroes QC
43. Denison Witmer - The Ones Who Wait
42. Low - C'Mon
41. Wilco - The Whole Love
40. SBTRKT - SBTRKT
39. Anna Calvi - Anna Calvi
38. The Black Keys - El Camino
37. Feist - Metals
36. Clams Casino - Instrumental Mixtape
35. Iron & Wine - Kiss Each Other Clean
34. Various Artists - Norman OST
33. Colin Stetson - New History Warfare, Vol. 2: Judges
32. Washed Out - Within and Without
31. Atlas Sound - Parallax
30. The Pains Of Being Pure At Heart - Belong
29. Radiohead - The King of Limbs
28. Cass McCombs - Wit's End
27. Neon Indian - Era Extraña
26. Oddisee - Rock Creek Park
25. Tom Waits - Bad As Me
24. Toro Y Moi - Underneath the Pine
23. The Roots - undun
22. Shabazz Palaces - Black Up
21. Zola Jesus - Conatus
20. Bright Eyes - The People's Key
10. The Weeknd - House of Balloons
9. The War On Drugs - Slave Ambient
19. Destroyer - Kaputt
18. The Psychic Paramount - II
17. James Blake - James Blake
16. Pure X - Pleasure
15. Thao & Mirah - Thao & Mirah
14. Real Estate - Days
13. Battles - Gloss Drop
12. Lykke Li - Wounded Rhymes
11. Yuck - Yuck
18. The Psychic Paramount - II
17. James Blake - James Blake
16. Pure X - Pleasure
15. Thao & Mirah - Thao & Mirah
14. Real Estate - Days
13. Battles - Gloss Drop
12. Lykke Li - Wounded Rhymes
11. Yuck - Yuck
10. The Weeknd - House of Balloons
9. The War On Drugs - Slave Ambient
6. Wye Oak - Civilian
1. Fleet Foxes - Helplessness Blues

Monday, December 28, 2009
best of the '00s, pt. 4
In response to a Paste magazine article, I've been listing what I feel to be the best 50 albums of the past decade, in no particular order. A reminder about the parameters - Paste set out to make a list of artists that "shaped your decade". I'm considering that as well as overall influence, innovation, originality and above all, my personal taste. Here are 35 through 31. Two of them Paste and I agree on. I bet you could figure out which two...

35. M83 - Saturdays=Youth (2008)
To say that I was obsessed with this album might a bit of an understatement. I saw the band perform live twice in '08 and "Kim & Jessie" is easily one of my favorite songs of the past five or ten years. Leader Anthony Gonzalez has changed his band's sound from electronic/shoegaze to something slightly more accessible, something more like pop music. There is more actual singing on this album, in addition to the spoken lyrics. There are actual choruses, in addition to the sprawling instrumental pieces. There is even a dance track ("Couleurs") in addition to the ambient sounds ("You Appearing").
This evolution provided Gonzalez and company the opportunity to expose their music to a new audience. In '08 they supported main stream acts like Kings of Leon and the Killers on tour in addition to headlining smaller venues. Don't get me wrong, they have not sacrificed themselves to the gods of mass appeal. They've simply become more complete. It helps that Saturdays=Youth distinct '80s sound (they also toured with Depeche Mode) emerged during a period when retro is in, but it fits perfectly with the rest of their catalog. It's a pretty great record.

34. J Dilla - Donuts (2006)
Maybe it's just me, but I see a clear connection between the rise of electronic/trip hop/DJ acts, like DJ Shadow in the mid '90s, and the re-emergence of instrumental hip-hop albums from folks like Madlib, Metal Fingers (MF Doom), Oh No and J Dilla. I'm not sure why that's significant, I just wanted to point it out. And maybe it's just me missing Dilla aka Jay Dee (who died in Feb. of 2006 from TTP) but it seems like he had it right with Donuts. This is the new breed of underground hip-hop, one that survives on soul samples and soft beats rather than grimy, basement bangers.
Dilla was one of the last in a shrinking number of truly great DJs and producers who don't just sample for fun or to make you dance but are real music connoisseurs, digging through crates of vinyl to bring you not only a great beat but a history lesson. What I particularly like is how Donuts was, in a way, re-sampled as several of the tracks were used on other records for folks like Common, The Roots and Ghostface. Jay Dee was a versatile talent, one that had already enjoyed a long history of success in the hip-hop game (his work on the Pharcyde's 1995 release Labcabincalifornia is some of my favorite). Still sad to lose one of the greats.

33. The Knife - Silent Shout (2006)
I've heard The Knife categorized as "dance" music in the past. If that's accurate, this is by far the most dense, dark and downright bizarre dance music I've ever listened to. You can move to most of it, sure, but it's just so interesting and unique. To me, most dance music is quite boring off the dance floor. Silent Shout is far from boring. I'm not sure what to call it. Electronic, maybe? Or, maybe just menacing and at times, disturbing. Whatever it is, it's just the kind of genre bending original material I love.
It helps that the duo is from Sweden. For some reason that makes things clearer for me. Ah, they're Swedish, that's why they're so strange. That's probably not fair to the entire country of Sweden though, and actually, I've been to Sweden. It's more beautiful than it is strange. But is it really a surprise that the region of the world largely responsible for bringing us the terrifying darkness of "black metal" would also debut such dark dance music? "We Share Our Mother's Health" and "Marble House" are my two favorite examples of the Knife's haunting sound on Silent Shout. The former is not so dark in it's music, but the vocals are deep and distorted, like that of a kidnapper demanding a ransom. The later is darker musically. Both make you want to move. And between them is a great example of a track that is neither danceable nor particularly pleasant. "Na Na Na" is just a looping keyboard with shrill vocals.
I enjoy how unpredictable this band is. One half of the duo, Karin Dreijer Andersson, released a solo effort this year under the name Fever Ray. It's even more chilling.
Check out their previously prepared videotape acceptance speech from the 2007 Grammis (Sweden's version of the Grammys). Truly bizarre, as we've come to expect.

32. The Flaming Lips - Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots (2002)
Before I had any idea who the Flaming Lips were I went to the Unlimited Sunshine Tour's stop at the Mann here in Philly in 2002. I was more interested in seeing the only two groups on the bill I had heard of - De La Soul and Cake. Little did I know how much I would come to enjoy the other two bands in attendance - Modest Mouse and the Flaming Lips. At that show, however, I could not have been more turned off by Wayne Coyne and the Lips. Their set featured video projections of rather unpleasant and disturbing sights like surgery being performed on an eye ball, a full frontal female photo that looked like it was from the '60s and school girl shoot outs from Battle Royale. There were several grown people on stage dancing around in animal suits and at one point, Coyne cracked a blood pack over his head and performed "Do You Realize" while the deep red dye streaked down his forehead. What a weirdo.
I described this spectacle to Andrea Collins the first time I met her and she implored me to give the band another chance. So, I picked up a copy of Yoshimi and after a couple of listens I decided I had to forget how strange their live show was and allow myself to like this band. I've always liked concept albums. How could I resist one about a small Asian lady saving the universe from evil robots? The album bounces like a big pink beach ball. It swells and races like a big pink shooting star. It makes virtually no sense, at least to me, but it's seamless and sounds fantastic. Just go with it.

31. The White Stripes - Elephant (2003)
I was working as an assistant manager at The Athlete's Foot (the retail store, not the fungus because that doesn't make sense) when "Seven Nation Army" was tearing up the charts. Most of my co-workers were strictly into hip-hop at the time, but all of them were into that song. I think it must have been the bass, or perhaps the persistent thump, but I'm honestly not sure what it was and I don't want to take away from the Whites ability to make hits with two instruments. For me, Elephant marked a change in the White's approach. They were branching out a bit from the blues rock that had made them famous and crafting songs with pop and shine like the aforementioned "Seven Nation Army" and the other singles "I Just Don't Know What to Do with Myself" and "The Hardest Button to Button". It isn't all that surprising considering this is the major label debut for Jack and Meg.
Jack White is a genius. I believe it. Take a look at the decade he had, it's outlined on Paste's page (doh! I just gave away one of the two we have in common). Honestly, their prior releases, although solid, kind of all sound the same to me. This is the album where I started to hear a change and that trend continued with a largely experimental album for them, 2005's Get Behind Me Satan.
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