I don't know what to say, really. Just another life altering year. Became a father. Quit my job. Read many books and took many tests and wrote many papers. Said lots of quick prayers. Moved into a new apartment. Spent time with friends, old and new. Did not devote any time whatsoever to this here blog. But the year is coming to a close and now I am required to provide a list of what I consider to be the best 50 albums of 2012. This was a great year for rap music. I suggest to you that hip-hop is not yet dead. I said this last year, I wish that I had more time to write about each and every one of these 50, but I have diapers to change and bottles to prepare. Here is the run down, from the least favorite to the most adored. Enjoy. 50. Allah-Las - Allah-Las 49. Twin Shadow - Confess 48. JJ Doom - Key to the Cuffs 47. Bobby Womack - The Bravest Man in the Universe 46. Pond - Beard, Wives, Denim
I will be honest with you...2011 is a year that I hope I never have to live through again. It's end is approaching just as quickly as it's beginning but in-between there has been much loss, much hardship, much joy and much growth, all of which has caused time to both stand still while simultaneously traveling at the speed of light. In 2011 I lost my home and all of my material possessions. I literally watched the building burn. I rode the waves of fear and joy as I learned that I would become a father, wholly unexpected. I endured difficult self-reflection in preparation for a career in the mental health field. All of these things slowly came together, building on each other in small ways until they became one large lump in my throat. My world has changed and continues to slowly evolve. This is not a bad thing. In fact, I'm grateful for it (except for maybe the whole losing everything I own part). It's just an incredibly difficult transition, which I do not have the words to adequately describe. On the other side, which I can now see from here, there is a lifetime of restoration, forgiveness and more joy. Much more joy.
Throughout this year I have felt the presence of two unwavering sources of life: love and music. It has been the love of God, so tangible that I felt as if I could reach out and touch it sometimes, that has lifted me. The love of family and friends and of co-workers and strangers has changed me and caused me to feel a gratefulness deeper than I knew was possible. And whlie I wouldn't go so far as to say that a DJ saved my life, the music of this year has grounded me, provided an outlet for my emotions and given my thoughts, struggles and triumphs a soundtrack. So, while I have not had as much time to spend here as I would have liked it is certainly not due to a lack of interest. I still listen. I still care. And I still enjoy making lists.
So, here is a list. It includes my 50 favorite albums from the past year. I was tempted to write something about each of them but I quickly realized that I don't have the time. I suppose that speaks to the regret I hold from not writing about these records during the year. At any rate, they'll go in descending order, each one will link to a song and I'll include some videos. Here's to pretending you're important!
